29th September 2023 ( Suveer Part 1 )

 

            Hello, everyone! Once again, I apologize for the delay in posting a new blog. I know I tend to forget, but this time I'm committed to maintaining consistency. I'll do my best to post a new blog every two weeks. Due to college work and various presentation activities, I'm extremely busy, and finding time for writing can be a challenge. Nevertheless, I'm determined to continue writing blogs.

             This blog series is special; I'll be sharing new things happening in my life. I'm excited about it! I've named this series 'Suveer,' and as you read more blogs, you'll understand why. I appreciate your patience, and I hope you enjoy the upcoming blogs. Let's dive into today's topic without further ado.

             So, the blog starts from September 29, 2023. As you already know, I mentioned a guy in my last blogs who is performing in Janmashtami, and I was desperately wanting to see him dance, but unfortunately, I couldn't. Today is the day I finally get to go and meet him. He informed me that he's coming near my city, and I can join him if it's possible. Being a desperate guy to meet him, I excitedly said yes, yes, yes, yes... 😃 However, I forgot to check my schedule, which is something I always do 🤣. Starting from the morning, we don't have a lecture, so we don't have to come to college. So, I woke up a little bit late and had my bath, as usual skipping my breakfast. Honestly, I could write an entire new blog on my breakfast habits. We had a plan that he would text me if he's going to come, or else he will inform me that he won't. After getting fresh, I was desperate to know if he was going to come or not. I texted him and called him, and he mentioned he would inform me at 12, an hour before starting his journey. I said, 'Okay, okay...

              At around 12 o'clock, he said he was going to come, and the joy on my face could be visible to everyone. I can't express that moment when he confirmed he was coming; I was so excited just to meet him, see him, and spend some private time together. I was incredibly happy at that time; it felt like my first time meeting someone personally just for me.

             However, suddenly my dad came to me. He mentioned some work around 12:00, and I asked him about it. The work would take until 2:30, and I got so nervous. I wondered how I was going to manage this because he was coming just to meet me, and I was worried I couldn't make it on time 😭.      

           In confusion and nervousness, I called him and explained the situation. Surprisingly, he understood and agreed. I was so happy; he's an understanding person. Not only did he understand, but he also told me not to take tension and reassured me, which made me feel comfortable. After completing the work, I took an auto-rickshaw, and in the middle of my journey, he texted me asking where I was and if I would be able to come. It was an 'oh my god' moment - a friend was already there, waiting for me. I'm the kind of person who never wants someone to wait for me, and honestly, no one has ever waited for me before. So, this was something new.

              In the midst of everything, I reached him and met him. If I provide more details, he came to have a check-up for his cat (Mau) at a pet care clinic. He invited me to join... 

             After reaching the pet care clinic, I was standing outside, and the door was closed. He was inside, sitting with his cat (Mau), telling me to come in. However, I was too nervous to just walk in and meet him; it felt like I was on a date 😭. I was that nervous, and I'm not sure if he noticed, but he came outside, opened the door, and invited me in, where his cat (Mau) was sitting with him. We had a little chit-chat, and after some time, we realized that his cat (Mau) didn't like me. He started getting a bit irritated because of me, and I guess he was uncomfortable. So, I, in my excitement, just wanted to touch that adorable cat. However, he didn't allow me; he warned that the cat would bite me if I got too close.

            Because of that concern, he refused to let me touch his cat. However, after some time, he himself opened the basket and started petting his cat. In just a second, the cat bit him on his wrist, and I can't really explain how, but in an instant, blood started flowing out like a river.

             The upcoming part of the story is somewhat sad, and I'm hesitant to share it because it really hurts me. Even though at that time we weren't in a relationship or anything, my heart started crying. Even now, as I write this part, tears well up, and I don't know how to explain that feeling. I don't know why I'm still writing this story, but my eyes are filled with tears, and I just want to go and hug him.

           At the moment, I'm in college, and he has a lecture. It's 9 o'clock in the morning, and at 9:15, his lecture will be over. I'll definitely go to him; otherwise, I'll start crying here. 

          I really want to share this story with everyone, but it's so emotional and sad that I can't explain to anyone how I was feeling at that time. I truly didn't know what to do in that moment. Whatever happened, it was just in a split second, but I promise, I promise to God from the depths of my heart that I will never let that incident happen again. I swear to God, with all my might, I will never let him be harmed by anyone or anything. I promise to protect him throughout his life, even though I know I'm not that capable. I will try more than 100%, give my all to protect him.

           After that incident, the doctor came, and his cat had a check-up. He purchased medicine for his cat (Mau), and then we started heading towards the station. As he was injured, I told him I would take him home, drop him off, and then go back to my place later. We took an autorickshaw and then a train. When we reached another station, he told me he would take me through the shortest path to reach his home, and I agreed. In 5 to 6 minutes, we reached his home, and I was standing outside. He took a basket with his cat and gave the cat to his mom. He then asked me to come inside and sit. I hesitated, but his mom insisted that I come in and sit. So, I went inside and sat for some time. His sweet mom brought some things for me to eat and water, which was so sweet ☺️ — such a wonderful gesture. 🥰 After some time, we went to the doctor, and then I headed back home.

             I'm trying to keep some stories and points hidden here, as they are quite sensitive to share publicly. I think that's much of what I want to say for now. The remaining story will be heard in the next part of this series. I hope you guys stay connected with me throughout the entire series, and I'll do my best to continue it.....